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Eleanor & Park

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I can’t give this book a rating. There are parts that definitely deserve a 5, but there are parts that deserve much less.  For a while, I kept seeing this book on my Goodreads news feed, all my friends were reading and enjoying it. This is a group read for my group on Goodreads (Book-A-Holics, Not So Anonymous) for January, so I finally said “alright….”

I was instantly sucked into the story of Eleanor and Park’s growing love. From the moment they saw each other, avoided each other, hated each other…to the I need to touch her, I need to be near her…This is not your traditional YA love story. This has all the nitty, gritty, issues of teenage angst. Oh high school…how I miss you….NOT. Rainbow Rowell really lets it out in Eleanor & Park. Completely uncensored, teenage romance. Complete with your popular bullies, your jocks, mean girls, abusive step-dads, broken homes, broken dreams, punk and a whole lot of cultural diversity..circa 1986 in good ‘ol Nebraska.

Honestly, I am not even sure how to write this review. This book left me feeling empty. I went through my ENTIRE day upset. I kept wondering…”am I missing chapters?” I kept remembering how I felt by the end of Looking for Alaska by John Greene. That one book by Greene almost ruined him as an author for me. (I gave him one more shot with The Fault in Our Stars and if you haven’t read it…do! Now! Like go to the store and GET IT NOW). I don’t like that books just, end. Like one chapter everyone is happy and then in the course of a few pages, it hits the fan and ends. Everyone is gone. Everyone is broken. Like my heart. My heart has been broken. Rainbow Rowell engrossed me, tantalized me, made sweet sweet love to me as a reader and then beat me up and left me to cry on the ground all bloody and bruised and just walked off without looking back. That is how I have felt all day. This look of utter confusion and “wtf” moments whenever I thought about it. But then I start to think, Eleanor mentions how she never wants there to be an after. That if her and Park do not make it, she just wants it to end. So she can remember him as the perfection he was. Just end. And that is what this story did. Ended.

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If I should die before I wake by Han Nolan

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My rating: 4.5 out of 5 stars

I couldn’t give my journal title a fancy or funny title, with this particular book, it is best to keep it as it is.

Every now and then, I stumble across a gem of a book. One that rips at every emotion in my very being. If I Should Die Before I Wake by Han Nolan is one of these very books.

The story is intricately told, going back and forth between Hilary and Chana. Hilary is a young teenage Neo-Nazi, who was in a motorcycle accident that placed her in a coma. During her time in a coma, she could hear what was being said and happening around her. Also during her coma, a person she referred to as “Grandmaw” would come and visit her from time to time. When she was visited, she went back in time and lived the life of Chana, a young Jewish, Polish girl during the early 1940s. Hilary relived Chana’s life from moving to the ghetto, escaping, being a political prisoner and taken to Auschwitz. Hilary had to feel every hurt, every lost family member, every beating, every minute of starvation that Chana experienced. Will Hilary wake from her coma? Will she be a changed person or will she continue to hate and show hatred to others? You should read it and find out 🙂

I was sucked into this book from the very beginning. I knew this book would probably make me cry. I mean, let’s face it, you pretty much know from the description of the book that it is going to make you angry at the ignorance that plagues our species, the hatred we exhibit towards others. It will make you feel the love that a family has for one another, the love and strength that people will share when the world is against them. The compassion in the understanding and the determination to just want to live. This story will tug at every heart string, it will shock your moral compass, and it is beautifully written to boot.

I have no qualms about this book. I gave it 4.5 stars simply because there were some areas I wanted a little more descriptions or a little more scenarios. I think the impact on Hilary by having to live out Chana’s life while she is comatose would have been more monumental if she were to experience some even harsher realities. I do not want to put anyone off from reading it by accidentally being misleading with that previous statement. There were some pretty serious events that take place, I just felt a few more wouldn’t have hurt.

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I would love to become a mindless sleepwalker…but I have the tendency to diverge…apologies.

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I have heard so much hoopla regarding this series. So many of my friends on Goodreads were dying for book three to come out. Always recommending and suggesting it. So, I used one of my free credits on Audible to listen to it. Let me tell you, that was a mistake. I do enjoy audiobooks, especially for when I was driving to work everyday, it made the drive less tedious and stressful. But Emma Galvin should NOT be a narrator. Ever. If I were to give a rating to this book based on the audiobook, it would be 2 stars. Generously.

I decided to re-read this as the book, instead of the audiobook. I still kept hearing such wonderful things about it…I decided that maybe, I didn’t enjoy it because of Ms. Galvin not being able to narrate a book in such a way it brings it to life. Amazon had Divergent on kindle for $3.99, so I said alright! Let’s do it!

It took me a couple of days to read the book, and even though I knew what was going to happen, I enjoyed it, immensely. I felt more connected to Tris and the other characters in the story line. I could feel the personalities and intricacies of the relationships much more when I read it. Some narrators are genuinely amazing, and bring a life and passion to the story that I could not have read on my own, but Emma Galvin fell short of what could have been and should have been done for Divergent.

As you can see, READ THE BOOK! Don’t listen to the audiobook!

Feelings:

* I LOVE Four

* I am curious about Christina…something not quite right. I feel something bad from her, but I could be wrong.

* Even though I understand why Tris has to go back and fourth with her “I am weak…no I am strong!” flip floppy personality, I still do not like the flip-floppy character sketch. I just don’t. Any book that I read that has a flip floppy character, I will say it…no matter how much I like the character, it is annoying. If you write, please stop with flip floppy nonsense! I don’t like people who are flip floppers in their personality in real life and I sure don’t want to read about it either! *end rant*

* Al disappointed me, though, I kinda saw him flaking out to begin with

* Keep your children away from Peter!

* I am glad that we do not have to decide where we want to live and what morals, values, and support system we would want to spend the rest of our life with…that would be hard. A person can’t just have ONE value system…its all of them that combine as one that guides a person to do well, unfortunately in life, there are always going to be bad apples….

* This book is all about control. Control over ourselves, and others taking control over us. I think you can apply this dystopian novel to current situations going on in the world today. I won’t tell you how or why…read the book, and see if you can figure out what I mean 🙂

At the end of the day, Veronica Roth wrote in such a way that Divergent was a quick, easy read. It didn’t have any lulls in action, reaction, or in character development. You literally got to progress with the characters as they went through initiation and training. You got to watch each of them develop into stronger people, or weaker. You got to watch some of them break, while others grew stronger. All at the same time. I give it a 4 out of 5 star rating. I am sorry..even though I recommend it, and I enjoyed it, that flip floppy character sketch prevents me from furthering it!

A funny picture I found:

 

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And in the darkness, came light….

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Rating: 5 stars!

I started this book Friday morning and decided to read for a couple of hours today….but what I found was, instead of only reading until 11:30 a.m. so I could get things done, I read the entire book. I went from 14% (from Friday) to finished in the matter of hours. That is how good this book was.

My favorite thing about a book, a good book anyways, is how it “hits the ground running” from the very beginning. I would rather read a book that takes off from the beginning, then read a book with a slow, boring, climb to the climax of the story. I find it refreshing to have a book that starts strong, and finishes strong.

A brief synopsis (I don’t usually do that….) Alina and Mal are orphans. They were brought to the same orphanage as children. They enlisted and served in the same military regiment. They were best friends. Alina fell in love with Mal over the years, but kept it to herself. Alina was average looking, frail even. When they were younger, people known as Grisha (they have some kind of magical power…fire, fabrication, fighting etc) came to test whether or not either one of them were Grisha. It was found they were not…however! Alina was, and she was able to hide it, for the fear of losing Mal. Nonetheless, in their service, they were tasked with crossing into the “Fold” in hopes to break free into the other side of this dark, nightmare of territory. They were attacked by nightmarish creatures that only live in the darkness of the Fold. Mal was significantly injured in the attack. Upon further attack, Alina felt this power flush through her, and a great light lit up the Fold. The creatures receded. She fainted. When she came too, she was taken to the head of the Grisha’s, The Darkling. There, he was able to call forward this power, and again she lit up the area the Darkling was camped out in. She was immediately whisked off to the Little Palace, where the Grisha were trained in harnessing their powers, Grisha theory, fighting and the like…because suddenly after all these years, the power exploded through her, and she would become the most wanted, hunted and sought after person in all time.

That is the only bit of information I will give regarding the story line. This book was such an adventure. Alina is a refreshingly strong female character. Sure, she is confused and lonely and lost, but she comes into her own throughout the story. I loved Mal, but I loved the Darkling, even though I shouldn’t. Mal and the Darkling are complete polar opposite. Mal is good. Darkling is evil. It is hard not to love either. It was hard not to feel the pains of Mal, of Alina, and feel sorry for the Darkling.

True to most YA books, there is a love story in there…two of them actually, but they are not sudden. They are slow, well worked out, story lines. The Darkling was slowly winning Alina over through trickery and giving Alina what she wanted most in life, to belong. Mal, it took near death (multiple times) and Alina no longer being in his life to realize how much he loves her. Alina’s love never wavered from Mal, but she did give her heart to the Darkling as well. Don’t be fooled, however, it is not the typical love story triangle. As Alina comes into her own, she learns what she wants, completely, and commits wholeheartedly.

This story is about passion, light and dark, good and evil, the good will of people coupled with hope and despair and what they are willing to accept out of this despair. Do I suggest this book? Yes…I recommend it! I cannot wait to get my paws on the next installment…though, as much as I want to rush…the final book does not come out until June 2014. So…I am trying to pace when I read the next book. (If you hate waiting as much as I do, I would suggest reading the book closer to the release of the final book….I didn’t realize when I started that the book was set to be released so far from now!)

*hopes a movie comes from this series…..*

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City of Glass by Cassandra Clare

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Before I continue on with my rating and review of City of Glass, by Cassandra Clare…let me kind of recap my feelings thus far into the series. I started blogging much later, and need to go back and do some reviews on some of the books I read this year. Probably not all 108, but some of my favorites. That being said, I most likely will not give City of Bones and City of Ashes their own reviews, but will briefly touch on them before City of Glass. 

I read City of Bones years ago. I didn’t understand it and couldn’t get into it. Therefore, I never progressed with the series. One reason, besides not understanding, was this whole Jace-Clary-Incest thing. As someone who finds that disturbingly disgusting, I just never went forward. Earlier this year, I read Clockwork Angel and Clockwork Prince. These two stories, from Cassandra Clare’s prequel trilogy, really helped me understand City of Bones and I decided, incest aside, to give it another go. So I read it again. My aunt in fact bought me the first 4 books, so I almost felt an obligation to read them. Perusing through the back of the covers to see the progression, I read that Jace and Clary started dating (in the 4th book…technically end of book 3), I kind of freaked. So I did a little digging and asking around, to find out that along the way they discover they were lied to and they were not related. So! I put aside that disgust I felt, and started the series. During City of Bones and City of Ashes, the sexual tension between Jace and Clary was intense. And I kept saying to myself “they aren’t related…”but, going into City of Glass, I felt that that plot needed to fizzle out soon because it was bordering absolute disgust. City of Ashes was a great book. So far, it has been one of my favorites of the three I have read. The emotions of Clary towards Simon and trying to save his life, ultimately turning him into a vampire to do it, to the struggles of discovering more about her powers to create more ruins, everyone had to make decisions they weren’t proud of, or that weren’t easy. Pushing on and persevering together, each in their roles.

It’s no lie, but Magnus Bane is pretty much my favorite character, as is Luke. But for the sake of the general review of the first two books, I loved Magnus in City of Ashes and was glad he was more predominant than he had been in City of Bones,. In City of Ashes, watching the struggle of Magnus being in love with Alec but Alec (because he is a Shadowhunter) not being allowed to be out in the open about his own feelings is heartbreaking. At the same time, “in real life,” situations like this happen all the time. I think that Clare wrote these struggles in a respective manner that can bring understanding and sympathy into the readers’ minds for these two. I mention this situation specifically, because this relationship develops further in City of Glass, and one of my favorite scenes was between Alec and Magnus, so I felt that this particular blurb needed to be mentioned!

Now, for City of Glass! Overall, I give this rating 4 stars out of 5. I enjoyed it, but I felt like a good chunk of the story was “filler,” like I was in college all over again just trying to “spruce” up my research paper with a few more words or lines about nothing. For the parts that were more than just filler, there were a whirlwind of emotions. New characters were introduced and other characters really started shining through.

Sebastian Verlac: Will the real Sebastian please stand up? Oh wait, he can’t because he is dead! So…who is this impostor? None other than Jonathan Christopher Morgenstern, Clary’s real brother. I knew something was off the moment Sebastian was introduced. The way he casually was  everyone’s friend. Flirting with Isabelle, attempting to be kissed and seduce Clary with failure, the anger at the ultimate rejection by Clary. In Valentine’s weird way, he absolutely LOVED Sebastian and was happy with how Sebastian turned out. 

Isabelle Lightwood: Not a new character by any means, but in City of Glass, I felt she was more of that normal, 16 yr old bitchy, “someone give her a chill pill,” female. She was in this book more than the other two. I felt like her emotions, true to her age, were all over the place. Hot and cold. But Isabelle’s heart was always in the right place. The stress of being a Shadowhunter coupled with the emotional strains of being a young, 16 year old girl trying to figure out who she is gives her that edge/kick in City of Glass that she hadn’t fully had in City of Bones and City of Ashes. 

Jace and Clary: I will lump them together. Most of the book dealt with their struggles of 1) being in love 2) being siblings and 3) saving Alicante from Valentine. Clary was a bit more whiny in this book. Jace a bit more of an ass than usual. Each one of them act and speak before they think and neither one of them think of how their actions will affect others around them. They fly by the seat of their pants. Act on whatever the first whim they have is and out they go! I really loved the scene with Raziel. As far as Clary and Jace interactions, Raziel was my favorite scene. If you haven’t read the book, I won’t give any spoilers. If you haven’t read the book, they aren’t related, so just try to swallow that incest bit down knowing they aren’t (that is what I did…). 

Alec and Magnus: I will clump them together as well. Alec had a lot of growth between City of Bones to City of Glass. He really stood out, and always let people know he was “18 and the adult” of their little group. So. What is my favorite scene of the entire book? What scene had me laughing so loud while I was reading silently in my room? *ahem Spoiler Alert* During the last 100 pages or so (when all the good bits of a book happen), Shadowhunters and Downworlders needed to be paired up to be marked with this rune that Clary  had to bind them to share powers. Alec decided he wanted to be Magnus’ partner (for battle and actual partners). That he was finally ready to be out about it. So instead of introducing his parents to Magnus, what does he do? He looks across the room trying to find Magnus, when he spots him, walks right up to him and starts making out with him…in front of everyone! Seeing as how you are not allowed to be gay and a shadowhunter, this caused a lot of stares, gaping mouths and maybe a few chokes here and there….followed by the uncomfortable awkward silence. Magnus stressed a few times that he didn’t want to be hidden, that no real relationship could truly survive if people that you loved and cared about didn’t know who or what you were, or who you were in love with. 

How did it end? Well, that I think you need to find out for yourself. I don’t like giving away information…okay well too much information. City of Glass is no quick read, but once you get through some of the unnecessary extras, the character development is pretty spot on. I hope that City of Fallen Angels (book 4) doesn’t disappoint when I pick it up after the holidays.

Side Note:

Also, I clearly left out a few characters…if you want to find out what happens to Jocelyn (Clary’s mother), Simon, Luke and all your other favorite characters (or could be favorite if you started to read the series), I would suggest picking it up and giving it a go! I clearly didn’t include A LOT of information either. City of Glass has multiple story lines, and this review should not and could not reflect almost 600 pages worth of a novel, it is not a book report…just a review of my take, feelings and favorites about the book. If you haven’t started the series but are interested, I know I gave away 2 tidbits and I won’t apologize! (I feel from my own experience that the incest plot line needed to be snuffed out before I could continue on with the story). It was creepy how thick Cassandra Clare played that one out. All the other character’s internal struggles, figuring out who they are in this world…that is for you to discover on your own. I have enjoyed the ride so far, and am curious how the rest of this series will play out. 

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To infinity…and Beyond?

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I was given this book for an honest review.  I give this book 3 stars.

There is a lot of hit and miss with this book for me. I think that the concept is fascinating and original. One thing that really bothers me about the YA or New Adult genre is that many times, the main female character is so whiny with that “woe is me” attitude. You know the one right? Where only her issues are the most important? Where if any other person in her life has any similar issues, she mistreats them, or gets angry or just flat out whines? Well, Raven Stone is just like that. The entire book I felt Raven was constantly nagging or whining because she “just didn’t understand…” and “why aren’t these pills helping the hallucinations?” etc. For the first third of this book, I was genuinely confused. I felt that some concepts could have been explained a bit more, rather than Raven and the reader figure it out together. Even at the end, I was left with a “wtf” look on my face….because, seriously, WTF?

I don’t want to give a book report. Anyone can read a book and give a synopsis. I think the synopsis given with the book, suits it well enough. What I will give you is this:

Damian is WOW….I would take some of that any day of the week! The tension written into the book between Raven and Damian is spot on if you love romance in your reading. It was that hot tension that you feel when you watch Bones, between Bones and Booth…or Dr. House and Dr. Cuddy…you know the tension right? Where you are ready for them to just give into their primal urges and knock boots already? (Yeah, yeah…I know…this is a 16 yr old girl and a 17 yr old boy…but let’s face it, we have all been there at that age…it doesn’t make it any less real!). The entire time I read Beyond, I was waiting patiently to see what would happen between these two. I was so caught up in them, that my confusion didn’t matter. I read this book rather quickly, simply because I HAD TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. I didn’t necessarily love the book enough to give it a 4th star, but I believe that a lot of YA/Paranormal Romance readers will enjoy this book.

I enjoyed this book, but I have a hard time with Raven’s character type. I just wish, for once, that the female characters would be stronger, and more take charge, and not this damsel in distress. I would devour any book that gave me that (Like the Graceling Realm series…). I think too many books these days are writing weak female leads, it is atrocious! Girls that age should be reading about strong female characters, that yeah life might suck sometimes and ‘shit might get real,’ but we can do this! That age is confusing for girls, it is difficult…so why not have a character faced with the same adversity, that has a stronger character structure? That is why I gave it 3 stars.

I also feel that the story line itself could use just a bit more fine tuning. It is a little rough around the edges, but it was still enjoyable, and as I said before, I think that a lot of readers of this genre will enjoy it. It was nice to read a different kind of YA/Paranormal romance other than wolves, vamps, and even though I love me a good fallen angel read, it is nice to implement something that is more real, like ghosts (I live in Ghost Capital…so yeah, I believe…). It makes you think, can these ghosts really hurt us?

Happy reading! And based on that ending, I will be moving on in the series because I want to know what happens between Damian and Raven! (yum!)